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rdless whether i were seen or not, and detered, if i were, todo frenzied deed that would prove to all the world therighteo dignation of y breast the punishnt of thetreachero don fernando, and even that of the fickle fatgtraitress but y fate, doubtless reservg for greater rrows, ifsuch there be, ordered it that jt then i had enough and tospare of that rean which has sce been wantg to ; and ,without seekg to take venance on y greatest eneies （whichight have been easily taken, as all thought of was far frotheir ds）， i relved to take it upon yself, and on yself toflict the pa they deserved, perhaps with even greater severitythan i should have dealt out to the had i then sn the; for suddenpa is on over, but that which is protracted by tortures is everslayg without endg life a word, i itted the hoe andreached that of the an with who i had left y ule; i ade hisaddle it for , ounted without biddg hi farewell, and rode outof the city, like another lot, not darg to turn y head to look backupon it; and when i found yself alone the open untry, screenedby the darkness of the night, and tepted by the stillness to givevent to y grief without apprehension or fear of beg heard orseen, then i broke silence and lifted up y voice aledictions uponscda and don fernando, as if i uld th aven the wrong theyhad done i called her cruel, ungrateful, false, thankless, butabove all veto, sce the wealth of y eney had blded theeyes of her affection, and turned it fro to transfer it to oo who for