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；re&nbsp；smothering&nbsp；me難道你不知道你要讓我窒息嗎holding&nbsp；too&nbsp；tightly&nbsp；afraid&nbsp；to&nbsp；lose&nbsp；control抱得太緊，

害怕失去控制cause&nbsp；everything&nbsp；that&nbsp；you&nbsp；thought&nbsp；i&nbsp；would&nbsp；be因此每個你對我的期待has&nbsp；fallen&nbsp；apart&nbsp；right&nbsp；in&nbsp；front&nbsp；of&nbsp；you在你的面前完全落空（caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；undertow&nbsp；just&nbsp；caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the

undertow）在回流中翻滾在回流中翻滾every&nbsp；step&nbsp；that&nbsp；i&nbsp；take&nbsp；is&nbsp；another&nbsp；mistake&nbsp；to&nbsp；you我每走一步對你來說都是錯誤（caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；undertow&nbsp；just&nbsp；caught&nbsp；in&nbsp；the&nbsp；undertow）在回流中翻滾在

回流中翻滾and&nbsp；every&nbsp；second&nbsp；i&nbsp；waste&nbsp；is&nbsp；more&nbsp；than&nbsp；i&nbsp；can&nbsp；take我經不起任何一秒時間的浪費and&nbsp；i&nbsp；know我知道i&nbsp；may&nbsp；end&nbsp；up&nbsp；failing&nbsp；too也許我終將失敗but&nbsp；i&nbsp；know但是我明白you&nbsp；were&nbsp；just

like&nbsp；me&nbsp；with&nbsp；someone&nbsp；disappointed&nbsp；in&nbsp；you你只是喜歡讓我像某人一樣人讓你失望i&#039；ve&nbsp；bee&nbsp；so&nbsp；numb，&nbsp；i&nbsp；can&#039；t&nbsp；feel&nbsp；you&nbsp；there我變得如此麻木，感覺不到你的存在i&#039；ve&nbsp；bee&nbsp；so&nbsp；tired，

so&nbsp；much&nbsp；more&nbsp；aware我變得好疲憊，卻更警覺i&#039；ve&nbsp；being&nbsp；this，&nbsp；all&nbsp；i&nbsp；want&nbsp；to&nbsp；do我已經便成，我所想要的is&nbsp；be&nbsp；more&nbsp；like&nbsp；me&nbsp；and&nbsp；be&nbsp；less&nbsp；like&nbsp；you是更真實的我，變得不像你i&#039；ve&nbsp；bee

so&nbsp；numb&nbsp；i&nbsp；can&#039；t&nbsp；feel&nbsp；you&nbsp；there我變得如此麻木，感覺不到你的存在is&nbsp；everything&nbsp；what&nbsp；you&nbsp；want&nbsp；me&nb